A Call From Beyond

Tears drench my hardened face

As you are lowered into earths belly

She violently pulls me towards you…

The clouds are a tattered lace

A call from beyond

…I hear your voice beyond the dirt

Memory is a flood inside my brain

Erasing all the sanity within…

The sun emits rays inert

In here, I don’t belong

…Lingering feelings within a lifeless soul

Your love, your care, you loved me whole

A wretched being, but you looked within...

Poisoned darts of rain

A call from beyond
In here, I don’t belong

Let me be as cold as you

To journey with you beyond the gates of life

For in this world I do not belong

In that world, you do not belong

Let me hear your voice call from beyond

And Death

Decades decay from eons till one

Breath exhales till the dying of the sun

Lives knifed, death’s scepter rules

Pain unearths the woman within

Angels are strangled, their awe insulted

Demons are conquered, their mischief denigrated

Search and destroy; search and restore

Show me a door leading to life’s source

The mind is searching and the heart is breaking

To live is to die; to live is a farce

 

My Terror

I try to lift off the ground

But you clipped my wings

Making me bound to the ground, immovable

Then you abandoned me, in the gloom

Leaving me to the wrath of vicious heinous creatures

I was stricken with fear as my fate dawns on me

Out of the murkiness

It leapt at me

My heart palpitating furiously

I manage a step back

The creature takes three steps towards me

I take another step back

A terrible mistake

The creature lept at me again

Its shadow sucks out my breath

My desire to flee paralyzes me

It opens it deathly mouth

And reveals its bloodstained fangs

I yearn to flee, unclip my wings now

It lets out a blood curdling scream

(Is it too late, I wonder)

And sinks its fangs into my chest

My being numbs

As it overpowers my will

And its fangs, pierce my lungs…

Sweet Nothingness

I so much yearn

And desire for the black pit.

The cessation of life

In black emptiness.

Silent gloom,

Please take over me!

Perished thoughts and,

Non-existent emotions.

Sweet nothingness,

My ultimate wish.

Resident sorrow

You are sacked.

Will cry no more.

Will hurt no more.

When I’m gone,

You’d have me no more!