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Showing posts with label sad love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad love. Show all posts

Thursday, 2 October 2014

Wormwood and Yellow Carnations

Where my heart used to be
A deep dark chasm now exists
You sucked from me my breath
And stifled the beats of my heart
You swallowed up and muted my voice
And took away the blinking of my eyes
You played with my thoughts
And burned up my memory vaults
You took away the inner “me”
And left a hollow core to grieve and rot

You deflowered my pride
And vanished with the hymen
You were the blood on my sheet; you stained my life
I held on to air when you left and let go
And now there’s nothing to hold on to
Six years and a decade
How do I cope with this pain?
The tear in my soul makes me hold you in disdain
But I have to be strong for my unborn

So I’d burn your memories up at the end of this line!

Sunday, 25 March 2012

Tortured Souls


He loved her, she knew.
She loved him not, he knew.
They both settled for friendship.
Their friendship blossomed.
And he was glad,
Glad, because he thought there could be some love hiding somewhere.
Then came the day,
That day she told him she had found a Man.
Cursed be that day!
Was he also not a Man?
Cursed be the day she told him the Man had proposed.
Cursed be the “YES” she claimed she told Him.
Cursed be the “I’m happy for you” He told Her.
And Cursed be the day They got married!
All those times, the love he had in his heart
Felt like it was being squeezed out, little by little,
Till every last drop of love was squeezed out.
He felt he had no love to give,
And was incapable of accepting another’s love.
He became alone.
Alone and tortured,
So tortured, he severed all ties with her (and her new life).

Now here they are,
Sitting face to face,
In his house,
In his couch.
He became teary-eyed as he learned from her
The trauma she went through.
He felt for her.
And the love was coming back.
Should he remind her?

As she spoke, he could feel her anguish, her pain.
A pain from which she would never escape.
A pain he could do nothing about than to offer his shoulder.
He drew near and she placed her head on his shoulder as she sobbed.
She was trapped in a tortured world.
He was trapped too; in her tortured world.
She was haunted by her memories.
He was haunted by her pain,
And his desire.
The desire to dry her eyes with his lips,
The desire to kiss her pain away.
Should he?
He thought against it.
Maybe later,
After he had helped her withstand the torture,
After he had helped her conquer the pain.
For now, he would be content,
Content with being the shoulder she could cry on.

Tuesday, 14 February 2012

Let Me Heal


In my bitterness I ignore you
My hate, so amplified,
I do not hear you cry
You heard when I whispered
You now scream and I refuse to hear

….and it continues

How much I yearn to hear you cry
To see you fall and to catch you in my arms

I want to pretend
But I’m unable to

Myself is on auto-pilot
I wish to disengage…

Please give me time to heal